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Boy With The Golden Ring
The boy's
name was John. He was twelve years old and a street
person. You could tell by the clothes he wore. They were
old and worn and torn, and dirty looking. One pocket of
his thin jacket was missing, his pants were short, his
socks did not match, and he had no hat on his head. His
hair was very dark and he was standing in front of the
Sligo Bakery near the big cathedral. A tall man in worn
clothes was standing with him, and they were looking at
food in the bakery window. Around them swirled the cold
wind and the snow of a storm on a late December evening.
The baker Connaughton looked out the window at them. A
strange glow was fuzzy around the boy's head. Connaughton
was drawn to him. He had been pulled from the back of the
bakery when he saw the boy standing at the window looking
so hungry. In Connaughton's blood raced a new sensation.
He could feel it coursing. It was the same feeling he had
when the anthem was played. When he heard a beautiful
psalm it came to him, or when a far and lovely voice at
nightfall sang an old song he had nearly forgotten, the
special way it came out of the past bringing all kinds of
delightful company with it, like a Percy French song.
Connaughton waved them into the shop, in from the cold
and the swirling snow. The tall man shook his head and
pointed to the boy. Even in his shabby clothes the man
bore to Connaughton a sense of regality and pride, yet he
had a kindly presence about him. The man refused a second
invitation and again pointed to the boy. As bidden the
boy entered the bakery and Connaughton put six rolls and
a cup of coffee in a bag. The boy looked back at the man
standing outside the window.
"My father says you are a good man," the boy
said to Connaughton, "but he's not hungry right
now." The baker and the boy turned and the man was
gone. The boy ran outside and the man was gone. The snow
was worsening and it was colder. The boy cried, "My
father has left me. My father has left me."
Connaughton did not know what to do. His job he could not
leave, and there was no place to take the boy. Then he
saw a street person he recognized, a good man by the name
of Samuel Haggard. He called him over to the bakery.
"Samuel," he said, "this boy's name is
John and his father has left him. I'm afraid of what will
happen to him in the night. Can you take care of
him?"
Samuel looked at the boy John and saw the golden light
that was like a faint glow around the boy's head. When he
put his hand on the boy's shoulder he was warmed by the
touch. "I know a place where he can sleep," he
said. It's only a closet, but there's lots of paper and
cardboard and he will not freeze."
Connaughton gave them more rolls and coffee and went back
to work. Only when he was inside did he realize that he
had not been cold at all when he had gone outside in
the bitter night to talk to Samuel. He waved at the boy
John and Samuel as they walked off into the darkness.
As they walked Samuel said he was sorry that the boy's
father was gone.
The boy John said, "Do not feel sorry for me,
Samuel. My father loves me. Some time he will come back
for me." The golden glow was stronger around the
boy's head.
Other street people that knew Samuel came up to him as
they walked. "Who is this boy, Samuel?" they
said. They stared at the boy John. Many street people
stared and asked the same question. Many of them had seen
the glow around the boy's head, though some had not seen
it. They did not know what to make of their old friend
Samuel and the strange new boy who looked so much like
they did. His clothes were like their clothes. He looked
as lonely as they looked. He had no real place of his own
to go to on a cold December night, no real place to put
down his head for the night.
Samuel said to the boy John, "Would you like to go
to the cathedral to warm up before we go to a place to
sleep?"
"The boy John said, "Don't you go to the
cathedral to pray, Samuel?" The glow was more golden
and brighter and made Samuel uneasy, not sure of what it
was. He just knew that there was something different
around the boy and around his own person.
In the cathedral a crowd of street people had gathered.
Word had spread quickly in the alleys and the lanes and
the byways about the boy with a golden ring about his
head. Most of the people agreed it was a ring. Not one of
them had called it a halo.
In the subway stations, also, people spoke about him.
Word spread up and down the Green Line and the Red Line
and the Orange Line. On the back sides of chimneys, and
tight against warm walls, and on warm exhaust grates, the
street people talked about the boy. There was a buzz and
a hum about him. The word carried far and wide.
The people who came to the cathedral at first were seedy
looking. Their clothes were in tatters. Some of them wore
rolls of cloth around their feet and about their waists.
Some wore old sneakers or thin worn shoes. Few of them
had good jackets or coats or scarves or warm gloves for
their tortured hands. They came to look at the boy with a
golden ring about his head and who had no place to go to
call his own, the boy who was so much like them.
The next night Samuel took the boy John back to the
cathedral. Now hundreds of people were there. Some of
them laughed and scoffed and said they could not see any
light at all, never mind a golden ring. Many new arrivals
wore nice clothes and heavy coats and thickly padded
jackets against the cold. High boots many of them wore
and scarves and great warm gloves on their hands. Indeed,
some of them did not laugh for they believed they saw the
golden light.
Samuel brought the boy John back to the cathedral each
night. It was getting close to Christmas and the crowds
grew and the bishop called for police help with the
crowds along the cluttered streets. All kinds of people
from all over were coming to the
cathedral to see the boy. You could tell by the clothes
they wore, or what kind of vehicle brought them to the
great church.
Samuel warmed up in the cathedral each time and the boy
John prayed for his father to come back. He kept telling
Samuel that his father loved him and would come back for
him. Samuel did not know what to believe. He just knew he
had to bring the boy back each night in spite of the
crowd's gawking at him. The snickers and the scoffing
bothered Samuel. At times he grew impatient with people
he had known for a long time.
"He's just a boy whose father left him,"
explained Samuel as often as he could. But he did not
believe what he was saying. The light was getting too
bright for him to handle. He asked a friend to bring the
boy John to the cathedral the next night. It would be
Christmas Eve.
All day the snow fell. The temperature also fell with the
late hours. The darker it got, the colder it got.
But a greater crowd than ever before came on Christmas
Eve. They packed the old cathedral. Every seat was taken.
The aisles were full. People stood all around looking at
the boy John down in the front row. Some saw the light.
Some did not. But none of them left the cathedral then.
Some were afraid to go. Some, indeed, were afraid to
stay.
The bishop, at the back of the altar, tried desperately
to see the golden glow. He was not sure what he was
seeing. A young priest from a nearly forgotten order saw
the golden ring around the boy's head. Clearly he saw it.
He spoke to the bishop for a few minutes and came to the
front of the congregation.
"We know why some of us have come here tonight. Some
have come for the right reason. Some have not. It may be
that some will be rewarded and some will not. And that
may be as it was meant to be. I will ask the boy John to
come up here and talk to us if he feels like it."
He extended his open hand to the boy John.
The boy John went to the front of the altar. "I am
very nervous," he said.
"Do not be nervous," the young priest replied.
"We are all sorry that your father has left
you."
"Do not be sorry for me. I love my father very much," the boy John said, "and he loves me. Some time
he will come back to get me."
"Do you want to tell us anything?" the young
priest said. He looked directly at the boy John and did
not look at the bishop at the back of the altar.
"One night, at a campfire on a cold night, my father
took off his coat and gave it to a man who did not have a
coat. He said, 'Now we will both be warm.'"
The young priest did not say anything. The bishop did not
say anything. The boy John looked at the huge gathering.
No one in the congregation said anything. No one did
anything. The huge cathedral was silent, silent in the
nave, silent in the apse, and silent in the transept. You
could not hear people breathe or cough or blow their
noses as you did at other times. Their feet also were
still and silent on the floor.
The boy John with the golden glow around his head said,
"That's the beautiful picture I have. It's the most
beautiful picture of all. That each person who has a coat
or a heavy jacket would give it to a person who does not
have a warm coat or a heavy jacket. Or give a warm hat to
someone who has no hat or a scarf to someone who has no
scarf or a great pair of gloves to someone whose hands
might freeze before this night is over. My father says
you will be warmer, and my father loves me very much, and
I love my father even though he has gone from me for this
while."
Again, for long minutes, there was silence in the great
cathedral. Nothing moved. No one moved. Stillness was
sharp as the cold. It was only the wind that was heard,
from the belfry and at the windows as if it were trying
to get inside.
The boy John looked at the congregation. Now, as if
predicted, more people began to see the glow that they
had not seen before. Inside them things were working they
had no control over. Then, in the midst of the great
silence, one man in the fifth row, in a fine and heavy
coat, thick and furry, stood up and took the coat off his
shoulders and handed it to a man sitting in front of him.
That man had no coat but wore a thin and worn sweater
atop another thin and worn sweater. No words were
exchanged.
Then another man stood in the silence and gave his coat.
And another. And another. And a pair of great
fleece-lined gloves moved from one pair of hands to
another, and a scarf, and more and more, until the sounds
of giving swelled throughout the whole insides of the
cathedral.
And the boy John smiled at all the people and at the
young priest and at the bishop. Then he said, loud enough
for everybody in the cathedral to hear, "I do not
want anyone who gave his coat or hat or gloves to another
person to get cold tonight going home. If there is a
taxicab driver who can help get those people home,
everyone will be warmer.
In the back row a man stood up and said, "I have my
cab and I'll call my friends who have cabs."
When the people left the cathedral a short time later
there were many cabs in the street, their lights glowing
golden through the edge of darkness. It looked like a
parade of taxicabs.
And Samuel Haggard, coming late to the cathedral, saw in
the distance, in the swirling snow, in the region past
the crowd, the boy John walking off into the endless
night with his hand in his father's hand.
And the glow over his head had faded away.
Contributor:
Tom Sheehan
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